Okay So Right...

Been a while since I last blogged, my blogging mojo needs some digging out of its grave.

Went to BV II yester for dinner at Delicious, I love that place everything is so yummy and pretty. and I love the deco colour scheme. Walked around for a bit and stumbled apon this quaint little artsy fartsy shop, Emma K and they have the simplest, prettiest cards ever. I LOVE OMG. But everything there is on the pricey side, 7.90 for a simple stamped card and an envelope to go with it. But I'm loving it all anyhow. I've been making cards for various occasions as a hobby, I figured I really cannot spend all my time being unproductive. So whenever theres a birthday, I make a card. Mother's day, I make a card. Christmas, I made 35 cards. Chinese New Year.. I forgot to make cards. Just for the fun of it, I make lovey dovey cards and give them to Maya for no reason. I've made so many I've ran out of ideas.


Besides Emma K, theres also another quaint little artsy shop in BV called HOW & WHY, I believed I've mentioned it before. They have cardstocks of every colour and all sorts of pretty patterns I go bonkers when I go there. They sell all sorts of materials needed for scrapbooking and card making, even unique vellum envelopes at 2 bucks each deng damn freaking pricey. For those Photoshop freaks, they have plenty plenty graphic design and Photoshop tutorial manuals there its all good good good.

I went so crazy I spent a full hundred on artsy fartsy stuff alone.


Exams are in a few days and I've been suffering from school burnout since the start of the semester haha how hopeless.

The school has starting installing CCTVs all around the place I feel so watched and stalked and so very insecure now. I mean like, people can't even hide in the corner or the corridor to pick their noses (oh no I don't do it, but Yau will have to find a new hiding spot though =P) - because a CCTV will be there watching! Deng man. They're even putting them in classrooms, which is pretty much the end of the world for us, considering we won't be able to goof off in class, eat in class, change in class, watch the guys go all kung fu in class, sleep in class, show middle fingers in class, and I'm in the back row, which puts me in the CCTV's DIRECT LINE OF SIGHT DAMMIT.

Mummy's Day is today and my mammy is off to Kelantan for work. Again. Before that we went shopping together (yay) and I got a pair of baggy whites from Motivi and a tank. I'm a sucker for tank tops I've got so many in different colours. I have 3 in different shades of purple. Yeap.

Read P.S. I Love You when I was supposed to be studying. I finished it and half a box of tissues in one day. Tugs at your heartstrings and makes you cry like a spaz that one does. So sad. So sad. Go read it.

And after you do, read Love Life by Ray Kluun, it's another book about love and cancer and death, a little less touchy and way more harsh, a very honest story and a very good read. Finished that in a day too, no tissues needed though.

My little fishy has managed to survive under my care for 3 weeks now, I'm wayyyy surprised its not dead. Gets along fine although I forget to feed it every now and then.

Sometimes people tell me to let go and forget it all... Even I want to at times.

But I digress.

I've held on so that little speck of hope for so long (oh yes to me its long) something inside tells me I should just stay on and see what happens. Maybe things will change for the better. Maybe someday someone will realize. Things were going pretty ok until... I don't know when it just feels sudden. like something fell into a hole and you don't know where it it. That feeling like you lost something and can't find it, only the thing doesn't exist in a physical form. Frustrating isn't it. Its like playing whack the mole for months and you haven't been able to knock down a single mole yet.


So I whine. I whine and whine and whine. Dammit.

I don't even know whats wrong. Maybe nothings wrong I'm just paranoid. Or schizophrenic for that matter.

Still waiting for the pics from Bec's party. I seem to be the last one to get my hands on them. Can't wait though.

Gonna go study now. Tah.