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Everytime I come back here, I find myself devoid of the words to describe my bundle of emotions, nerves and the strings are tangled in the tips of my fingers, they can't unfurl into sentences coherent enough for my understanding, what more yours.

When it comes to being me, it feels like I can't give a shit about all the stories/rumours/bullshit that goes on about me nowadays. I went through it in high school, I went through it out of high school, now I can't be bothered with it in college. People hated me because I "stuffed my bra", people hated me coz I was always close to the "hot" guys, people hated me because I 'cared all about my looks and is an attention whore", people hated me simply because of the rumours about me, but come on. I'll give you a legit reason to hate me. You can hate me because I don't take shit from nobody and I won't pretend that I'm not a bitch when you get in my face.

And now after all the high school haters, people in college go so far as to accuse me of cheating and spread it like wildfire. People who know my name and my face and nothing else. People who I've never seen before in my life.

Let me tell you this. Fuck all of you. I can't even be bothered with offering you with a soddy explanation of myself, of what is true and what is not. This is MY life. And I will live it however I want to, be it tumultous or filled with stability, with whoever I want to, and I'm gonna do whatever I want to.

My people know I'm a pretty greatass awesome friend as well as I am loyal to all who are loyal to me.

So as long as me and my people know what is true, that is enough. Rest of you can go flush your heads down a crapper and die.

Angst is the way to go!

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This is a shitass country and everyday I see things that break my heart. All I have to do is read the newspapers.

Anyways you people know what goes on in this hell hole, I need not elaborate. And yet we sit at home on our asses and watch Keeping up with the Kardashians or compete with ur gurlfriends over whos got the nicer LV speedy. I'd like to think that we could all do something to help, maybe start somewhere small.

The Fashion show that I got to organize for HELP and turned it into a collaboration with SML Fashion Academy, is on the 19th of Sept 2009, and will be held at MIST Club.

Victim A la Mode. Our goal is to raise funds for the HMC Annual Ball, but as we're expecting a large attendance number and also a rather large influx of money, since this event has escalated into not just a college event anymore from the little thing we planned to hold at the HELP Residence to a huge event involving many parties, sponsors and even established clothing labels, I couldn't help to think that it would be rather unfair if we used all the money for the Annual Ball should we hit beyond our desired target. So as organizer, I've decided on transparency for this event and should we be able to reach beyond our target, a certain percentage will be donated to charity, on behalf of both HELP and SML. Everybody wins. I will fight to make this happen.

So do come help this cause! Because if we don't hit our mark.. then we don't get to help others. Do come for awesome fashion by Giordano, Rebellz and the great talents of SML Fashion Acadmy, and also to contribute a little to making this cause happen. =)

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Business is blooming! Sometime to be happy about. Tho I am missing my Maxine and I need something new to do.

Besides foos and the fashion show and making jewellery I'm running out of creative accesory design brain juice.