"Officially hers"

"have u woken up with ur love beside. have u held ur love in ur arms with calmness when the world outside is raining. have u gone out smelling like ur love cause uve spent the whole day with her. have u gone through a day being happy knowing that ur love is missing u right now. have u left smth important behind because u wanted to see her badly.

my day was great. i rised as the sun did. being awake, my love had already sent me a message saying she misses me. knowing that id meet her in a few hours, i was still restless. those few hours felt longer than usual. all that was in my mind was her. seeing her walking to me, got me smiling from cheek to cheek. its as if noone else was there in the mall. yet i had to hold in my hug. i had to hold in my kiss. ive been missing her presence for a week and when i finally got to see her again, the pain just went away. for all that there is, is her, and i just enjoyed the presence. the past and future didnt matter for as long as she is with me.

conversations made us laugh, hugs made us smile. she hugged me so long that at that same amount of time, i could hug a million ppl while she gave me one hug. but the feeling wont be the same. i could feel her love flowing in me. feel her heart beat rest on my chest. its as if we were detached from the world. the hug got us into our own world. then i kissed her cheek and forehead as she raises her head to look at me, with the sweetest smile. words of love just followed through.

as the day went by, i held her. telling her to come close to me, i whispered the words 'would u be my ....'. she turned for awhile and came back to me, hugging me tighter than before after whispering 'yes' to my ears. then my heart just stopped...again. how she effects me in so many ways. how ive been feeling in these past weeks cannot be compared to anything. happiness of a youngster getting his first present, happiness of a mother seeing her child succeed, happiness of a grandparent seeing their whole family come back together. the love she gives me, is just more. not by touch, not by kiss, not by words but by being her and letting me be myself.

being with her in a relationship makes me feel wanted, needed and demanded for again. how we started missing after leaving each other for a few minutes. how we wished we didnt have to leave. only god knows how much i miss her and love her. every beat my heart makes, my miss for her increases tenfold. every smile i make, makes me miss her twentyfold. every moment her presence is gone, my love increases millionfolds.

this is no child play love. its what everyone has been looking for. some will find it, if they tryand others wont. baby, thanks for giving me the opportunity to love u. id give anything and everything to keep u happy. i love u now, always have and always will. i love u."

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Its been a whole year since love. I thought it would be nice to reminded about how everything first started, so I read a few of my old posts written about being Officially His, about the Impact, I can't help but miss those days. If only things were still like that. Seeing those comments he left at my posts would make me smile. Love u love u love u love u love u. Happy Anniversary Fizzy! I miss you.