Birthday. yay. whee.
The night before my birthday was fun. It was simple, it was just everyone chilling out with their own friends but yet still there for my birthday. I had fun that night. And the girls got me a cake with the best message on it. =P
I spent my real birthday-day with Fizzy, albeit not exactly what I wanted but good enough considering how angry and annoyed I was when I woke up in the morning that all I did was lie in bed and sleep. Or pretended to. But yea at least I got to spend with with my love. Good enough. Happy enough.
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You know like how its your birthday and you want to spend it with the people closest to you first? Like your own parents first? And your boyfriend? And your friends?
Well I did get that, but as I was staying over at a friend's, I didn't get to wake up to Mummy wishing me a Happy Birthday like she did for the past every year of my life. I missed that. I actually wanted to see my mum that morning, not spend it with anyone else's parents. But she sent me a simple message and that really put a smile on my pissed off morning face. At the same time I just wanted to just spend my birthday like how my boyfriend would plan it just for the both of us, in anyway, anyhow and anywhere according to him, but it apparently didn't really work out so we ended up going to the Curve for pancakes. And some shopping at the Bazaar. Sounds like every other Sunday to me.
Its the first birthday I got to spend with my Fizzyku. It wasn't perfect, but I was contented enough to have been able to spend it with him. At least I got to spend it with him. I might've been annoyed and dissapointed, but his mere presence makes the world a better place, and the day a brighter day, and I held a stiff upper lip, swallowed my anger and took contentment into my heart and stayed satisfied that I got to spend it with him. That is all that mattered, that is all that matters. Nothing beats spending your birthday with the one you love and who loves you back.
And Fizzyku got me a purdy new purse! Now I don't have to carry my super buruk LeSportSac one around anymore haha.
Well I did get that, but as I was staying over at a friend's, I didn't get to wake up to Mummy wishing me a Happy Birthday like she did for the past every year of my life. I missed that. I actually wanted to see my mum that morning, not spend it with anyone else's parents. But she sent me a simple message and that really put a smile on my pissed off morning face. At the same time I just wanted to just spend my birthday like how my boyfriend would plan it just for the both of us, in anyway, anyhow and anywhere according to him, but it apparently didn't really work out so we ended up going to the Curve for pancakes. And some shopping at the Bazaar. Sounds like every other Sunday to me.
Its the first birthday I got to spend with my Fizzyku. It wasn't perfect, but I was contented enough to have been able to spend it with him. At least I got to spend it with him. I might've been annoyed and dissapointed, but his mere presence makes the world a better place, and the day a brighter day, and I held a stiff upper lip, swallowed my anger and took contentment into my heart and stayed satisfied that I got to spend it with him. That is all that mattered, that is all that matters. Nothing beats spending your birthday with the one you love and who loves you back.
And Fizzyku got me a purdy new purse! Now I don't have to carry my super buruk LeSportSac one around anymore haha.
Mummy cheered me up when I got home, she hugged me tight and wished me a Happy Birthday with cheer and warmth like how she did every year before, then handed me an angpauuuuu haha. Time to go shoppingggg =D
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no music this time, look into older posts for previous music recommendations if you've missed them. You won't regret. hehe
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