Go Cock Yourself, Seriously.
9 more months. 9 more months.
Till my baby pops out.
I'm kidding you dodobirds. Till school ENDS YAY and I won't have to put up with high school drama and all that shit anymore. After the 4 previous years of being patient and keeping a smile all the time, making like I've had so much fun, my acting abilities are wearing thin. Or more like, really I don't give 2 shits about being something else anymore. I feel liberated and myself, then again liberty comes with a price. But the freedom to be myself trumps whatever prices I have to pay, fair or unfair, so who cares. I'm happy now. As long as I'm not standing within the walls of the place I call school, supposedly, a student's second home, where their second family resides. Buuuulllllllllllish.
I disliked the place. Now I just hate it (whodoesnthaha). Enough to get sick to the stomach the moment I step through those gates. 8 more months and I am free. I can't wait. Then I will be free to broaden my horizons and meet new people without having to look back, and I know that won't ever be a problem for me, omg I'm actually excited about it. Starting anew and all. I'll even be moving to a new home to kickstart my new found freedom and I know that will be a place I'll really be able to call home, a home closer to Fizzy, and the rest of my friends. Koks and all are already planning on when and how they're gonna crash the place and make it their home too and HIDEOUT hehe. And I'd be able to drive by then so I'd be able to go visit those who aren't so nearby without much trouble. Then again I'm gonna be missing the company of those who will be going overseas to study.
Oh dreams. Not yet, snap back to reality.
SO MUCH WORK. I was MIA for 5 days in the last two weeks, bad cough bad cold bad medicine wtf they would knock me out within half an hour of taking them and I'd sleep for... a long long while. Then again Fizzy came by almost all of those days to keep me company, make me comfy and warm and happy. Besides all that.... I have a huge shitload of work and so does everyone else, just that mine is all piled up and I'm so malas to habiskan all. Now I'm both goondood and pemalas. Gheh. =P
And there are so many things I pretend I don't know kan. But I recently realized, ignorance IS bliss sometimes, I'd rather not know than know and then think think think. Damn wasting time right like that. haha
And eh I know you people like Junyu la, but really. This,
Abit too much right? THREE times somore google the same thing and you reached my blog. Kesian Junyu, somehow you've freaked him out.
Hahaha
Till my baby pops out.
I'm kidding you dodobirds. Till school ENDS YAY and I won't have to put up with high school drama and all that shit anymore. After the 4 previous years of being patient and keeping a smile all the time, making like I've had so much fun, my acting abilities are wearing thin. Or more like, really I don't give 2 shits about being something else anymore. I feel liberated and myself, then again liberty comes with a price. But the freedom to be myself trumps whatever prices I have to pay, fair or unfair, so who cares. I'm happy now. As long as I'm not standing within the walls of the place I call school, supposedly, a student's second home, where their second family resides. Buuuulllllllllllish.
I disliked the place. Now I just hate it (whodoesnthaha). Enough to get sick to the stomach the moment I step through those gates. 8 more months and I am free. I can't wait. Then I will be free to broaden my horizons and meet new people without having to look back, and I know that won't ever be a problem for me, omg I'm actually excited about it. Starting anew and all. I'll even be moving to a new home to kickstart my new found freedom and I know that will be a place I'll really be able to call home, a home closer to Fizzy, and the rest of my friends. Koks and all are already planning on when and how they're gonna crash the place and make it their home too and HIDEOUT hehe. And I'd be able to drive by then so I'd be able to go visit those who aren't so nearby without much trouble. Then again I'm gonna be missing the company of those who will be going overseas to study.
Oh dreams. Not yet, snap back to reality.
SO MUCH WORK. I was MIA for 5 days in the last two weeks, bad cough bad cold bad medicine wtf they would knock me out within half an hour of taking them and I'd sleep for... a long long while. Then again Fizzy came by almost all of those days to keep me company, make me comfy and warm and happy. Besides all that.... I have a huge shitload of work and so does everyone else, just that mine is all piled up and I'm so malas to habiskan all. Now I'm both goondood and pemalas. Gheh. =P
And there are so many things I pretend I don't know kan. But I recently realized, ignorance IS bliss sometimes, I'd rather not know than know and then think think think. Damn wasting time right like that. haha
And eh I know you people like Junyu la, but really. This,
Abit too much right? THREE times somore google the same thing and you reached my blog. Kesian Junyu, somehow you've freaked him out.
Hahaha
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